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"Just forget about it", he said, "Bye". It's like I went insane. Hu hung up the phone, with me on the other line, screaming his name. For I didn't know weither he was there or not. I finally relized he hung up, and I screamed. It was a real scream too, not one of those stupid girly screams. A real one. I quickly unlocked my cabinet, throwing things out as quickly as possible, searching for my razor blade. Slicing 14 cuts into my wristsas quickly as humanly possible, out of breath from running downstairs and from the shock of him hanging up, thinking he didn't love me anymore... I picked up the phone and dialed my friend's phone number. "She

Pulling up along the sidewalk, she told me the news. I saw it coming. "Daddy said he doesn't really want to married right now". All I could think of was "Don't cry; you don't like to cry; it shows weakness" She pulled the car into the parking space and turned the key. "I'm really sorry hun", she said. She hugged me and kissed me on the cheak. "No matter what, we'll still be family". That's what got me. I was crying. She hugged me again. "It's okay, it's okay", she told me, "It's gonna be okay, I promise. Family forever". By than I stopped crying. Now the only thing that was going through my head was: "Family Forever" P.S. I congradulate

I typed in "neon"; 30,002 websites on googl. I knew I should have used Yahoo!..... There was a knock on the door. "Come in", I yelled. It was my mom with a load of laundry. After all, the computer was in her room. She sat down on the bed behind me. "Did Suzie tell you everything about Daddy?", she asked. "She just told me that he didn't want to be married at the time" "Do you wanna know what really happened?" "Yeah..." "Well", Mom said, " she told me that there was 3,00 minutes used up on the phone, and your dad is NOT a very talkitive person. The minutes where used to someone in Massachusetts; either in Boston or somewhere around here;

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I got my knife back I can't explain how I feel Caressing my arm It just too good to be real Watching my hands, Not tan, now crimson red Dripping hot warm blood On my white sheeted bed Moving with its rhythm Up and down it goes How I really take this pain? Believe me no one knows How about my death? I want it to happen slowly Get acquainted with my knife a little Let it get to know me And when we touch It feels so good Like two dirty lovers Up to no good The magic knife works But In many different ways The pain never goes away And its scar always stays I'm bleeding a lot now As I work my way around I'm cut pretty badl